Purple's Platitudes

nothing but words …

indebted

12 June 2015

 

absentmindedly, she

runs fingers through hair, unaware

I seethe with jealousy,

wishing mine were hers, there.

 

across her lips, I admit,

my thoughts have strayed, ill behaved,

with hunger, bit, a gentle lick,

she knows not how I crave.

 

The way she moves, I cannot prove,

but I suspect her intent,

nothing new, she always knew

exactly what she meant.

 

if skin to skin, I’d begin

and never cease in pleasing,

such joyful sin, again, again,

I’d repay for all her teasing.

 

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unstoppable

12 June 2015

 

The gentlest flower

can coax the hardest stone to move

when it’s reaching for the sun.

 

A heart, needs only yearn.

 

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Impoverished

11 June 2015

 

I always give, always please,

almost guaranteed,

and always unselfishly,

never take, or think of me,

expect reciprocity,

hope someone might meet my needs.

My well is sadly empty,

no one cares enough to see,

for once, I wish it could be

entirely about me.

 

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damned

09 June 2015

I cannot argue

because I’ve thought the same thoughts,

felt the same feelings.

Being alone’s easier,

unless you don’t want to be.

Either way I’m damned,

exhausted by the effort,

trying to believe.

hoping, for once, I am wrong;

living as if I am not.

One of these days, I

may accept my damnation,

exorcise my heart,

I’m between Heaven and Hell,

and this is worse than either.

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afternoon nap

26 May 2015

In innocence, I meant to rest,

but I could not waste this chance,

to listen to your breath, your heart,

and embrace you in this dance.

my forearm rests beneath your breasts,

my fingers softly straying,

my lips graze shoulder, back, and neck,

and murmur as if praying.

our bodies fit, a devilish skit,

so perfectly together,

while holding you, life’s storms seem few,

I can’t imagine better.

I must refrain, despite the pain,

that this nearness to you brings,

such joy is sweet, so full, complete,

my heart must silently sing.

so sleep my lady, gently, deep,

my love enfolds you briefly,

and though you wake so unaware,

these moments never leave me.

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feeble

25 May 2015

my mind

is a point of light

scattered into

a house of mirrors

my heart

a swollen raindrop

bouncing off the surface

before Oneness is achieved

such a feeble descrption

of love.

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Mostly, yes

23 May 2015

 

Mostly, yes, but maybe too,

with defiant, no, nevers, lurking

in the shadows of

every thought of you.

 

From where I’ve been,

to where I’ll never be,

mostly yes battles with

when will I ever see?

 

No resolution, chaos rages on

like a melee inside,

longing extinguished

by dark doubts, and darker pride.

 

Mostly, yes, but maybe too,

stubborn, contentious, no, nevers,

mind paralyzing heart

with every thought of you.

 

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drown

20 March 2015

 

 

On Kiawah once,

a turbulent wave

caught me unaware,

tumbling me headlong

below the murky surface.

 

Disoriented,

I panicked,

swallowing salty water,

flailing and kicking

instinctively,

not knowing which way was up.

 

I still have moments,

nightmarish moments,

when I wonder,

will I drown this time,

or fight to resurface

and breathe.

 

 

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Sagacity

06 February 2015

 

When penetrated,

weathered, warm-hearted whitewash

reveals nothing but a fence

 

and appearances,

regardless of their purpose,

indeed, are everything.

 

 

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